My Growth? – November 21, 2007
Three months ago I wrote about what I thought were my positives and weaknesses. I believe that I was on track with my observations. It is difficult to fully judge my teaching performance from this semester since the longest I spent in a classroom was a week. What I saw during that week was no surprise to me. It took a little bit for me to get into the flow of things but once I did it felt very natural. I was a little fortunate that the classes that I was helping with were very well behaved classes and they were pretty interested in being in the wood shop. That makes my position much easier. I was positive the entire week with the students and encouraged them to try and make their projects shine beyond the ordinary. They responded very well to my attitude and began to respect my opinions and suggestions. I am looking forward to my practicum session to have the opportunity to develop much better relationships with the school and the students. The daily visits nor the week long visit gave me a full assessment of my teaching styles but it gave me a pretty good idea. One of the weaknesses that I suggested I had is a lack of patience on some days. I did not have enough time in the school to have that patience tested. To combat a possible outburst or sngry behavior on my part, I just need to keep in mind that most of the time the students are trying to stay on task and busy. The ones that are not staying on task just a need a little direction. Some students you can show them the path and they will make their way down it, others will need help during most of the journey. Getting upset with someone will not only spoil my day, but theirs as well. During my practicum I am sure that there will be a day or two that will test me and I will have to keep an eye out for it and diffuse it as soon as possible. Overall I am not sure how much that I grew with my experiences this semester instead I received more confidence and reaffirmed that I kind of know what I am doing and that I could be good at this job if I put in the effort. The most important thing that I need to continue my growth is some time in the trenches. Growth always happens when I am under fire from all directions such as students, admin, and parents. There is nothing like a little real life pressure to establish good habits.